Honesty was the best policy for artists vying for my top three albums of 2015.
Because, you know, forget Rolling Stone, right?
Nobody shot straighter, or hit the heart harder, this year than Beach Slang, Sufjan Stevens and Father John Misty.
For me, that’s what music is all about. Make me feel the feels. If I’m working to get through the first track (sorry, but I’m looking at you, Kendrick Lamar, Drake and Jamie xx), the show’s over. I’ve gone home.
Here are the 25 bands whose shows I wouldn’t have left under any circumstances this year:
1. "The Things We Do to Find People Who Feel Like Us" by Beach Slang – I gravitate toward cleverly turned phrases, but there was something liberating about the lyric "We're allowed to be loud," toward the end of "Bad Art & Weirdo Ideas," the hit single on this debut LP. The 10 tracks bring me back to my teenage punk-rock days, before life got weird and complicated. Perhaps what resonated most is that James Alex is clearly older than me, yet he's a self-declared "kid." Front to back, this album is affirmation that it's OK to just lose yourself in noisy beauty.
2. "Carrie and Lowell" by Sufjan Stevens – No song reduced me to a weeping child this year like "Fourth of July." The album's pathos is relentless. Stevens has had more complete LPs, but none more beautiful, more evoking.
3. "I Love You, Honeybear" by Father John Misty – The Marla Singer of albums, it's a sore on the roof of my mouth that would heal, if I could just stop tonguing it. It's brutal, self-loathing and sardonic. It's also gorgeous, complete and perhaps more than anything, honest.
4. "Savage Hills Ballroom" by Youth Lagoon – A rare instance where an artist gained my attention by shifting closer toward mainstream. Trevor Powers' voice is haunting at times, but constantly endearing. "Kerry" is my pick of the litter.
5. "July Talk" by July Talk – Tom Waits thinks Peter Dreimanis' voice is gruff. Bjork thinks Leah Fay's voice is adorably enchanting. Put Peter and Leah together, surround them with spaghetti Western-esque rockabilly goodness and, yeah, this debut LP is a monster that would scare Frankenstein's creation.
6. "Payola" by Desaparecidos – Of the many bands that returned from a decade-plus hiatus this year, none did it while pumping its fist harder than Connor Oberst and Co. "Marikkkopa" is a perfect window into the album's mission to hold the intolerant accountable.
7. "No Cities to Love" by Sleater-Kinney – Here's your runner up among said group of bands. If it weren't for a couple of hiccups, it would've cracked the top 5.
8. "Multilove" by Unknown Mortal Orchestra – Sexiest album of the year, in my humble opinion. I'm not a dancer, except when this album is playing. Or when I'm with my kids. Similar to Youth Lagoon, a subtle move toward accessibility went a long way.
9. "Foil Deer" by Speedy Ortiz – An extraordinarily visceral sophomore effort. And there's a lot of effort. Lots of noise between Sadie DuPuis' vocals and the instruments, yet effectively packaged.
10. "Momentary Masters" Albert Hammond Jr. – Just when I thought Julian Casablancas was the spine of The Strokes, Hammond Jr. changed my mind. "Comin' to Getcha" is one of my favorite tunes of the year.
11. "Beat the Champ" by The Mountain Goats
12. "AT.LONG.LAST.A$AP" by A$AP Rocky
13. "Anthems for Doomed Youth" by The Libertines
14. "Fading Frontier" by Deerhunter
15. "The Most Lamentable Tragedy" by Titus Andronicus
16. "For All My Sisters" by The Cribs
17. "Star Wars" by Wilco
18. "Painted Shut" by Hop Along
19. "Currents" by Tame Impala
20. "A Flourish and a Spoil" by The Districts
21. "The Magic Whip" by Blur
22. "Tetsuo and Youth" by Lupe Fiasco
23. "Strangers to Ourselves" by Modest Mouse
24. "Are You Alone?" by Majical Cloudz
25. "Liability" by Prof
Honorable mentions (read: Nos. 26-40, in no particular order): "Sometimes I Sit and Think, and Sometimes I Just Sit" by Courtney Barnett, "Aureate Gloom" by of Montreal, "Feels Like" by Bully, "The Waterfall" by My Morning Jacket, "Sound & Color" by Alabama Shakes, "Magnifique" by Ratatat, "Universal Themes" by Sun Kil Moon, "Everybody's Coming Down" by The Good Life, "So There" by Ben Folds, "What Went Down" by Foals, "Zipper Down" by Eagles of Death Metal, "Barter 6" by Young Thug, "Vulnicura" by Bjork, "New Bermuda" by Deafhaven, "Art Angels" by Grimes
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